A very wise person suggested a great image to our staff
recently. I asked him what he thought is the primary barrier people in
church ministry face to finding spiritual health. I thought he would
speak about how hard church leadership is, but he immediately said that
our challenge is no different than anyone else's: "Learning to depend
fully on God for every moment of your life, right where you are."
The image was this: Remember Atlas, that old character
from Greek mythology who carried the world on his shoulder? Put it down.
Refuse to carry the weight of the world anymore. Rely on God's love
this moment for your identity and well-being, so that they no longer
hinge on outcomes.
I am a recovering Atlas.
When I remember to do this, when I take the world off my
shoulders, it always results in life and hope. Hope, after all, is very
different from getting myself to believe that things will turn out the
way that I want them to. Hope means, among other things, a joyful dying
to my need to have my life turn out any particular way at all. Hope
comes when I live in the reality that the world is in better, larger,
more capable hands than mine.
The ancient Greeks loved virtue, and believed deeply
that suffering would produce character. But in the ancient world, only a
Paul would top this list (suffering, perseverance, character) with
"hope." The Greeks were not big on hope; they did not believe the
universe was kindly disposed to humanity. Paul did, because Jesus did.
So Paul said hope "does not disappoint."
Hope-management may be the single most important thing
you do today. No circumstance or person is allowed to siphon it from
you. When you took this job, when you answered this call—you signed on
for hope. It's much bigger than you are. Rest in it a little while.